my weekend - sunrise on afton down

there's nothing better than a sunrise

there's nothing better than a sunrise when you're not a slave to the clock and having to trudge off to work
since i started to work part time i have felt a wonderful change in myself
it's almost an illicit feeling at the moment it's so new
it's not romantic at all
it's a slower feeling
too hard to describe
i can say though, that i am seriously wetting myself with joy now that i sacrificed my wallet to make myself happier

i can see what i want in life more clearly

make choices with more consideration

breath easier

sleep more soundly

laugh more readily

i can appreciate the beauty that surrounds me with greater wonder

this definitely sounds twee and kind of hippy-earnest
but i don't really mind; it's the truth