my weekend - sunrise on afton down

there's nothing better than a sunrise

there's nothing better than a sunrise when you're not a slave to the clock and having to trudge off to work
since i started to work part time i have felt a wonderful change in myself
it's almost an illicit feeling at the moment it's so new
it's not romantic at all
it's a slower feeling
too hard to describe
i can say though, that i am seriously wetting myself with joy now that i sacrificed my wallet to make myself happier

i can see what i want in life more clearly

make choices with more consideration

breath easier

sleep more soundly

laugh more readily

i can appreciate the beauty that surrounds me with greater wonder

this definitely sounds twee and kind of hippy-earnest
but i don't really mind; it's the truth

my weekend = fire

my weekend was gorgeous, actually

i rowed my little boat in glass-like water and had a garden fire in the evening

there's nothing better than fire

it makes me think of all the people who've sat around fire for millenia 

were they all as mesmerised by it

as i am?  

 what's your vital force?